I look at you like there’s no other

The love we make just keeps getting better

The intense it brings makes it hotter and hotter

Lost in your eyes, I know nothing would matter

 

Not an anger do I remember

All I see is just a lover

Letting go.. what does that mean?

I’ll always hold on, I’ll always win

I’ve always thought I’ve finally won

But you came back and my grudge is gone

I don’t even know where you are from

Suddenly with all hatred, I’m done

 

After this night, I’d still feel the same

And tomorrow after, I’m the one to blame

I let you in and felt MORE pain

I’ve surrendered myself once again, I’ve lost this game.

I shouldn’t laugh

Grinning has no sense

All the pain has left

I have lost the happy trance

 

I stumble each time I try

Fall on my knees when I fly

In exchange of smile is a bruise

I’m this, you’re that so what’s the use?

 

It’s bad, you’re the one I want

I followed you but then you swayed

Every step I took, you were in front

It’s fine… now I’ll have it my way

 

Seeing light is far from being real

But it’s what I’m longing to feel

For you, I’ve always wanted to wait

And when you came back, I thought it’s too late

 

To wait for your calls every damn night

Is far more than what I could bear

But your voice makes me want to fight

A girl like me who loves this pain is rare

 

I don’t need you to be all perfect

I just need you to be nothing but fair

Coz every time the sun will set

I’ll remember the day you had me in a stare

 

And even though I hate your ways

My heart has a mark of your face

And although I couldn’t win this chase

The sound you made will echo throughout my days

 

Yes, I do hate this never ending pain

On my bed, you’ve always made it rain

No wonder you didn’t promise forever

Still, I don’t see you as a sinner

 

I should stand for what I want

But what I want you’ll never grant

I took a grip on your hand

But you slipped just like fine sand

 

 

Your unfussy goodbyes made deafening sounds

But your calls did make my nights

I hope one day it will happen again

But I have to let go of you, my friend

 

I wonder if you ever did love me

If so, then why didn’t you see

My smiles that stuck for ages

But now, memories of it only brings me sadness

 

As I write this last line

I don’t know if ill ever be fine

In a few moments, I’ll let go of you in a sigh

And there’s nothing left to say but this last goodnight

I’LL NEVER SEE UNLESS I CRY

I THOUGHT IM FREE WITH YOUR GOODBYE

MY JOYFUL EYES LEFT MY ROOM

AND I KNOW I’LL FEEL WORSE SOON

 

YOU HAD YOUR SIUTCASE WITH YOU

WAITING FOR THAT FLIGHT AHEAD OF YOU

WE CARRIED THOSE SMIRKS AND WE BELIEVED

THAT THE GREATEST LOVE WE HAVE RECEIVED

 

IT SLUMPPED AS IT SLIPPED THROUGH YOUR FINGERS

WE LET GO OF THE PRETTIEST FEATHER

IT WAS LIGHT BUT FULL OF WHISPERS

THAT NO ONE COULD HEAR, NOT EVEN OTHER LOVERS

 

I WAS FINALLY GONNA TAKE IT

THAT LAST STEP TO HUG YOU AT LAST

BUT WHAT I SAW WAS ONLY YOUR SHADOW

THAT LEFT A SMUDGE AND PULLED ME REALLY LOW

 

YOU DECIDED TO LEAVE ME TODAY

I FIGURED I’LL STOP THIS KNOCK

I JUST HAVE TO RUN FROM THIS VERY MINUTE

AND CHEAT THE TIME AS I MOVE THE CLOCK

 

I WANT THE FUTURE TO GET HERE FAST

IT’S THE ONLY WAY I’LL FORGET THE PAST

I DON’T EVEN DESERVE A MEM’RY OF YOU

YOU’RE NOT TO EARN ANYTHING TRUE

 

MY BAMBOOZLING WAYS I HAVE WORN OUT

IT’S NO LONGER MY STYLE NOT AFTER NOW

I LOST MY MADE-UP GAME, I LOST MY NAME

YOU KNEW ABOUT MY TRICK, YOU’VE DRIVEN ME INSANE

 

One more chance to see you smile

one more chance to dream for a while

dream of your love and your face

but time has changed all your ways

 

I wish i had another chance

To hold you for another dance

I wish you held on to stronger faith

But when I wished for these, it was late

 

Too late for another fight

and for one more kiss at night

Maybe I'll be seeing you in a place

out where you first got me lost in space

 

By that time, things are easier

& we'll both be feeling better

I'll see the man I LOVED forever

But the love I felt, I won't remember.

do the leaves of trees feel weary when the sun dont shine?
or what if the rain didn't pour for the longest time?
will it ever strive to live till one of them comes back
or will it understand that one is here and one does lack?

why do we have to choose something over the other
when it's unjust to compare and holding both is better?
i can't predict when one comes and another looks for another way
when i'm left thinking and wishing, still, no one hears me pray

why do i look for heat when coldness brings me all the chill?
and when it leaves., i melt.. and i don't like what i feel
when i was frozen, i wanted to feel the flame
& when fire starts, i burn, and i've got myself to blame

will i forever be jumping from the better to best?
or will i ever be satisfied and start being selfless?
i don't want to feel a kiss the i'll love forever
i just have to stop letting go when i want another

Tumingin ako sa pagitan natin
nakita ko yung malaking mundo
na nasa pagitan natin

Hindi mo gusto ang mundo ko
handa akong tumira sa mundo mo
bakit ba hindi mo gustong sumayaw
sa kantang sa aki'y nagpapagalaw

Pero gagawin ko ang lahat
basta kaya pa ng puso... lahat...
hihintayin ko ang pagdating mo
hanggang sa ako'y makita mo

Malaki ang mundong nasa gitna natin
Ang kabuhayang naghihiwalay sa atin
ngunit kaibigan, maghihintay parin ako
baka sakaling bukas, makita mo ako....
malay mo.. bukas... magkatabi na tayo..

~~mahirap pag gusto mo makasama ang isang tao... pero iba ang pinili nyang tirahan na mundo...

One of these days
O wont be dreaming of you
One of these days
I’ll know just what to say and do

When I try to speak
I still hear your voice
Still I try to deny
But I have no choice

I have to let go
But thoughts of you linger on
I have to forget, I know
I have to be strong

I’m gonna have to give up coz this is enough
I’ve had it my friend, I’m losing it up
As I walk away, I still hear you say
“It wont last forever, but I hope you’ll stay”

It won’t be easy but one day I’ll move on
Nights wont be dreamy as it used to be till dawn
It’s gonna be sad, but soon it’ll be ok
You’re gone, but I know someone is here to stay

It’s gonna take a bit long, yet I’ll be strong

I’ll have to give it to someone else
Coz life is cruel and there ain’t no bells
To ring and tell me when to stop
The things that I do.. and let it drop

Coz you’re gone and it’ll never be easy to carry on…